OPERATION NEW LAYOUT IS A SUCCESS.

Now to get/buy more icon slots, fill them, make a new profile, and be merry :)

lolol I just gave my name 'n number to these crazy religious people... they want to talk to me about the Book of Mormon. @__@ Why do I not know how to shoo people away... Bawwh well it'll be interesting to learn about it? Even if I don't necessarily believe it...

I've decided I'm going to revamp my layout and profile and userpics finally. *hunting stuff down atm* I'll probably lose interest by the time I get around to doing it though. bawwh. >_<

Also, I kinda feel like making soundtracks to my muses. Though that requires the searching out of songs... which I'm lame at ;___;

Speaking of music... I need moaaaar.

And I need to start actually video games again (aside from Sims 3) XD last one I played was Knights in the Nightmare, which I didn't get far in 'cause as fun as it was it was very repetitive. :| ... I should play the KH ds one *failure of a fan*

Yay for point form uselessness!! x__x

Mmmph and it's that time of year again where my romantic self is back in action. Purrhease to stay longer, independent relationships-are-lame self? D:

... I feel like writing more on my SW muses lolol. Oh how sad it is that I live vicariously through them. :| Though I don't think I'd want to be any of them right now anyway x___x

I knowwww I have more pointform stuff I could say~ but I guess there can always be a part 2 >=3

So today by the end of my work shift I nearly puked because of evil lady problem pain... >:|
And then I took pain killers.
And took a nap.

I only woke up about an hour ago, for supper. *fail*

Such a wasted day bawwwh.

At least I feel better now.

Oh, and I went to the neurologist's yesterday. And the solution he gave me? Increase my dosage. *dies* I hope I get over these mood swings, or else... feeeeeck. Also NOW they think it might be a different type of epilepsy so they're redoing all the tests they had me do way back when. *dies more* HOWEVER since one of the tests is technically for research purposes I get 100$ compensation >:3

Oh yeah and the doctor was all like "you should try to go to bed no later than 11:00. Get up at 7:00 and you'll have your 8 hours sleep." FUCK. THAT. I'm NOT losing my social life and I'm not getting up at some stupid godforsaken hour. I don't understand why 1:00-9:00 or whatever other 8 hour timeframe of sleep would be any different. >:|

Fffft. This is getting repetitive.

So yeah last week I was on a ridiculous high. It was blissfully fantabulous~ And then on Friday I went to Clyde's because my brother invited me and I actually had a lot of fun... until I kinda got sick because my meds make me even more of a lightweight than I already am. >__> Though apparently his friends like me and want to me hang out with them more often, so yay for that? \o/

Saturday was mostly a write-off. Stupid hangover. Stupid beer. Stupid me having beer. Bawwh. Colorful alcohol doesn't do that D: I didn't eat more than a handful of pumpkin seeds and water until I went to zettascarlet 's and had a baby pizza... which was kinda bleh 'cause it was fail!greek. >:| LIKE WTF. I DIDNT HAVE ANY CANDY. ON HALLOWEEN. MADNESSSSSS.
Oh yeah and a had another seizure. FML. FML. FML. ARRRRRRRG. WHAT THE HELL HAPPENED TO ME HAVING ONE LIKE, ONCE EVERY FEW YEARS?!?!?!?! Gahhh. So frikkin' pissed off. There goes my high. ;_;

Mmph. And here we go again with me not wanting to do ANYTHING again. When I have a midterm tomorrow.

I just wanna cry again.

EDIT:

I FORGOT TO MENTION MY NIGHTMARE.
omfgwtfbbqchikinstu. So yeahhh my ankle hive things. I had a dream that I was scratching one of the more annoying ones, and I scratched so much that I got to what I thought was an ingrown hair. BUT IT WAS NOT. NO. IT WAS. A FRIKKIN. WORM. LIKE. A TAPEWORM OR SOMETHING. WRAPPED ALL THE WAY AROUND THE INSIDE OF MY ANKLE. LIEK. WTF. WHY DO YOU DO THIS TO ME BRAIN.

I wanna cry MOAR. ugg. |':

Just get up and dance.

So. I've pulled myself from my funk. Hurray for being on an up~!! Crazy mood swings.

And now for a recap of this past week.

First off, I think it was last Monday/Tuesday... this mother and (13-year-old-ish) son come up to my and my fellow cashier, and the kid shoves these beaded ropes in our hands. At first we thought it was because he found them, but no. He's like, this special needs kid, and was actually giving them to us. It was so sweet and cute and bawwwh ;A; and we were all like thank you thank you thank youuuu, and his mom was like "what do you say, (insert name here, I forget it)?" and then he turned his head and whispered "Thank you." fffft I wanted to hug him <3

The poo thing this week was that group project I had to do that was due Friday... since I was on a down pretty much all week I could barely come up with a paragraph for my part. ... That's all I will say on that matter. :|

Due to said emo-dom, I slept until noon like, every chance I could (and hardcore naps that took up like, a huge chunk my day)! And it made me angry because I hate wasting my mornings... But I guess I needed it. Bleh.

Watched Avatar Book 3 twice in one week. Because I'm cool like that.

Tried Bailey's Haagen Dazs, which actually has alcohol in it. I didn't get tipsy. I was disappointed :(

Oh, and last night after I finished my shift my supervisor told me she had to see me in her office. I was all like 'ohhh shit' but then she handed me an envelope explaining that someone had won like $1500 in the lottery at our store, and apparently the store gets a percentage of that or something? Anyway, they divied it up amongst the cashiers who worked at the express cash that day, and I happened to be one of them. So yay extra money!!! $41.68, to be exact. \o/

I've decided I'm dire need of a pick me up. Or pick me ups. ANYway. So I sifted through my past memes. AND FOUND THIS.

THE OH-SO-LOVELY COMPLIMENT MEME.

One little compliment can make you feel amazing. So give me a compliment, anything in the entire world, even that my shoelaces are pretty. Put this in your journal. And once you get some comments, put that entry in a memory or tag and when you are feeling down, just go to that entry and this will remind you how great you are.

Because damnit, I need it. I feel so fail right now ;_;

Most miserable, depressing day ever. Uggh.

Started at 3:30 when I decided to get up and do that thing were I study for half an hour, fall asleep, then wake up and study a bit more, than fall asleep, on so on... Until 7:00 when I actually had to get ready and leave for school. And the dreaded midterm part 2.

And what a fucktwat it was. I couldn't even finish it. And then I felt sick. Because I didn't have more than 2 restful hours of sleep, I was stressed, disappointed in myself, and just overall... uggh.

Then I went to my 2nd class, which made me feel more nauseous and worried 'cause I knew I had to see my project group who I haven't talked to in over a week... But they seem to understand what I'm going through. What with my meds effecting me 'n all. among other things but anyway.

And so yeah, I've been oversensitive and emo and dizzy and exhausted the entire day. The entire week really, because of that damn midterm. Bah. I'm always exhausted.

RP crit even made me nearly cry... bawwh why this ridiculous oversensitivity ;___; ... at least I got over it though.

I still feel the same nausea. To the point where I haven't been able to eat or drink anything but water since 6:30 this morning. I made a lovely grilled cheese sandwich too and it's just sitting here staring at me, with one bite in it. 'cause that's all I could manage. >_<

And with the lack of food I was so. frikkin'. shaky. at work. but couldn't eat. mmmph.

I HATE BEING A WRECK. AND ITS ALL THANKS TO FLOWERS. GO ROT IN HELL YOU JERKFACES.

... You may have won the battle, BUT I WILL CONQUER THIS WAR. Even though I already failed once ;__;

Yay I got through the first part of my midterm without dying!! ... Though it was painful. Very painful. Uggh. At least I can make up for it a bit tomorrow, if I study well enough. :|

*siiiighhhh* I coulda done a LOT better than that, too. I really need to step it up for when finals come around. x_x;;;

Why is school so lame mmmph.

Christmas come fasterrrrr. Graduation come fastttterrrr. omfg. *dies*


Also, the beat of this song reminds me of The Sims XD

I have my plant midterm this week. And by this week I mean tomorrow, AND Thursday. Gross. It spans 2 days. wtfery. 2hours tomorrow, and 1 hour the next. Bawwh. On the bright side I have more time to study for part 2 :/

... Problem is I'm not entirely sure what I should know for tomorrow... *fails*

Anyway. We'll see if I survive this. *cough*

Oh, and it was Canadian Thanksgiving this weekend. And go figure I had no appetite D': Except for the desserts. I don't need an appetite for that stuff. But it was still sad. ... But not really. I strongly dislike fancy dinner food anyway. :| On the bright side, I got to see my family again. Including my grandparents, which I hadn't seen in over a year... yeah, that was nice :)

Oh! And a new quote from yours truly version innocent toddler:

"Careful water, there's a fall. You don't want to fall down."

I told this to the river/stream leading to a waterfall, apparently. I love my naive younger self 8D

Is it sad to get through an entire book and an episode of Avatar in pretty much 2 nights evenings? :/

Sadly awesome \o/

(~._.)~

TAKE THIS. BITCH.



In the war  against tomatoes... +1 for me~! \o/

Yes. So. In the neverending war of me versus tomatoes... they won a great battle last night. I was silly enough to actually eat a baked stuffed tomato, and heated tomatoes/sauce never sat well with me... Today I had a sore stomach the entiiiiire day.

Maybe this all means I shouldn't be eating (cooked) plant ovaries XD

Never agaiiiiiiin. T__T

I don't have much to say aside from that at the moment. Except that I am le tired. :|

In character.
◢ ask any of my characters ( listed or not! ) a question. ask them anything you want, regardless of knowing their canon or not (or even if you RP or not!)
◢ if they are from an au!world, it will be stated in the return comment title.
◢ feel free to ask them as your own character, if you want. either way, your question might be returned with one of their own, if they feel so inclined.

And my muses, if you don't know already, are:

In Squarewarts (though if you want to ask a canon! question then be my guest, just state it in your comment)
- Zuko (Book 3!Zuko, but I've got a muse for Book 2 also~ Book 1? not so much)
- Zexion (in which I have several other AU!muses, which some people know of...)
- Sheik
- Loz
- Pit

- Dark Link (dropped but anyway...)
(see what I did thar? REVERSE ALPHABETICAL \o/ mainly just so that Zuko's first *cough*)

Other muses I've got/had, in no particular order
- Marluxia, Luxord, Axel, Ienzo, Riku, Cloud, Reno, Glen/Frog, Hatori Sohma, Tsuzuki Asato, Ryuichi Sakuma, Sirius Black, Senri, TP!Skull Kid, FS+!Red Link
Yeahh for these, particularly for the ones NOT italicized, I'm not sure how IC I can be, but I shall try?

... I think that's it. :/

I overslept. And it's now half an hour past when my class started.

I can't exactly go now.

And I have a group presentation tomorrow. I think...

God. I am so fucking lame. ... Though I should will probably wait outside the class for them.

... and now I feel nauseous too. Bawwh. I never get sick/cold, but I always feel exhausted and yucky and dizzy. Mmmph. And those pills, those happy sunshine pills... theyre also making me hardcore sensitive. Though I guess I kinda am normally, to an extent. Anyway, yes, yesterday at work one of my coworkers didn't give me a hug and hardly said bye when I came in to replace her... And it bugged me so much and I nearly teared up because I was worried she was angry with me since I came like 2 minutes before the hour instead of my usual 5-10 minutes. There are very few of us who are nice enough to be that early I should note. BAWWH.
And on Friday this same coworker was being all frustrated and venting about how she didn't want to do a 12-10 shift ever and that she she was going to talk to our supervisor saying that she had wanted to only work days and she was all like 'sorry but I'll be telling her you're going to have to do it' in all like, blah tone. wtf man. I always work nights, EXCEPT for friday. I want ONE DAMN DAY WHERE I FINISH EARLIER THAN 7. URRG. AND she doesn't even work weekends. AND she doesn't go to school. She should be happy. :|

If she actually goes through with this/convinces our head supervisor to give me her shift... I'll... NEVER FORGIVE HER *OVER DRAMATICIZES* No but seriously I don't want to be angry at her but if she does that I don't think I'll be able to help it. >__>

*sigh* I just want to live as a starving writer and not have to put up with school and this junk. And epilepsy. wtf. Even though there are worse things in life. ... orz

Pffft. Work called today at like 10something, asking if I was willing to start at noon. Instead of 5. 12-10. Instead of 5-10. BAWWHNO. I said I had schoolwork to catch up. Which is true. But uh. I twiddled my thumbs instead.

Poo. I coulda made more moneys. Not that I really need it (not gonna say how much I have in the bank...), but I completely wasted my dayyyyy T_T being called almost RIGHT before they want me to come in, 5 hours earlier than I'm supposed to, DID NOT SIT WELL though. Oh. well.

Actually I did clean my room a bit. I can walk around and see my carpet now \o/ and my bed isn't covered in clothes~!

Buhh. I have to get ready for work now. But not doing anything all day has made me extremely lazy. Not that I'm not always extremely lazy. But anyway. Dun wannaaaa~

Uggh and WHY is it I ALWAYS think of things I could be doing RIGHT WHEN I HAFTA LEAVE. HRRMPH. >:|

Courtesy of crazedwolf \o/

1. Comment to this entry saying 'ICONS!' and I will pick SIX FIVE of your icons.
2. Make an entry in your own journal and talk about the icons I chose.


( I'M ON A BOAT MUTHAFUCKA )

NO LAB TODAY. WHICH MEANS. NO SCHOOL. AT ALL.

AHAHAHA.

\o\ \o/ /o/

Except... The cleaning ladies have invaded. So I'm stuck in my room. OH WELL. I DON'T MIND.

... WHY?

BECAUSE I DON'T HAVE TO WASTE AN HOUR IN A CAR ONLY FOR A STUPID LAB FOR A COURSE THAT DOES NOT INTEREST ME IN THE SLIGHTEST.

ALSO. THIS. THIIIIS. I'M OBSESSED WITH.



And it makes my romance!muse go into overdrive. Pffffft. <3

LIBRARY > CLASS? JUST MAYBE YESSS. I don't even know why I'm announcing that I'm sticking around here instead... Just for the opportunity to kill time and make an lj post? \o/

There is a reason for my lack of school responsibility though~ Those sunshine pills? THEY NEARLY KILLED ME. D:< This is only because the dose is MUCH bigger now, so I have to get used to it. So. Dizzy. Mahgawd. Oddly I'm still chipper as a chipmunk //ogod shoot me for that one. It was feckin' scary, though. I was writing, and like, not able to think for a good while. Just staring at words and being all like, errwhut? >__>; Then I was like OMFG DON'T FAINT. IT MAY BE BETTER THAN A SEIZURE BUT. NO. DO NOT DISTURB THE LIBRARY. KTHNX.

Anyway I'm okay now. Bleh but okay.

And y'know, after some thought... I realize that these sunshine pills are also just making me uber-sensitive in general. I was watching Zuko Avatar youtube vids and nearly teared up. wtf-ery. THOUGH IT WAS SAD BECAUSE ONE OF THEM WAS ABOUT HIM AND HIS MOMMY AND- BAWWH.

So we have these candy kabobs right by my cash at work... they've been staring hauntingly at me since the beginning of summer (no seriously, the top candy has a FACE. WITH EYES. THEY STARE. THEY REALLY DO), and so today I finally caved and bought one.

And now I'm pretty sure I swallowed some bits of wood. Because the sticks they use are lame. and so are the candies, because THEY DONT COME OFF. NO AMOUNT OF BREAKING, TEARING, NOM-ING, NOTHINNNNG. Okay that's a lie but I needed an excuse to flail epically... so... *flails epically* BAWWH. What a waste of 3$. >:|

....At least now I can sleep at night...

OMG and I refilled my pill prescription today, and now they're YELLOW. So instead of happy blue pills I have SUNSHINE PILLS 8D

Also. School is lame.

Amen.

And by epic I mean icon. Z.O.M.G. I will abuse this like whoa XD

"CAN YOUR ICON EXPLAIN WHY ZUKO AND AANG ARE AWESOME?" - YES! YES IT CAN.

That means all of you will be my 'BFF!', if only for the mere excuse to use it. No but seriously you are all worthy <3~~~!!!

I now have used up all my icon slots. Poo. Or maybe not so poo. I feel kind of accomplished? XD Anyway...

...

Also, I made this during class. I am the worst student ever. But that's okay. It's my last semester. All I wanna do is pass. Which means C. Or C+. I don't remember. BUT that means 55% I think. CAN DO \o/

........... I'm hungry. :/